Scheiße Tag!!

There are days, as today for me, when we feel too frail to bear the hardness of the life. I want to scream to the world, this passion which breaks me the heart day by day. It would have been so simple to talk about that to my mom as before, …. As before this wretched disease.

And the death of the actress Annie Girardot today for the same wretched disease, remember tonight that these patients don't live very old. I crack up completely tonight.

I so need love! I so need your love. I am Alien!