Friday, January 30, 2015

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Words ....

Tokio Hotel's Bill Kaulitz in his own words on heartbreak and looking for love

Tokio Hotel's Bill Kaulitz blogs exclusively for SheKnows about love, labels and his sexuality

 So, here I am. Sitting in my bed and writing about love. Next to me is my English bulldog, Pumba — the big love in my life. When I was asked to write something about love, I said yes right away, but now I'm thinking… what the f*** do I know about love?!

I guess I wanted to do it because ever since I can remember, I have believed in it. I believe in love and nothing but love. The big kind of love, the overwhelming, the completely out of control and over the top, the "I'd do anything for you" kind of love.
Why do I believe in it? I don't know, I have no idea. All I know is that I do.
From the time I was a little boy sitting in my room in my parents' house in a tiny little village with 800 souls called Loitsche in East Germany, where I grew up, I was consumed thinking about big cities, singing, being on stage and finding my big love. My twin bother, Tom, never understood that part. He didn't give a shit about that.
My friends sometimes make fun of me and almost everyone I know thinks I have a fairy tale idea about love and they always tell me it's not like how it is in the movies — that I'm way too romantic and that all of this is just my fantasy. They say, "In real life, love works way different!"
People think I'm so naive because I've never been hurt and all I think is that they probably got hurt too much. That's why they say stuff like that. That someone broke their heart or maybe they never really loved someone enough and that's why they can't relate to what I'm talking about.
The funny thing is that I'm probably the one who got hurt the most out of all these people put together. Heartbroken, completely destroyed, the worst kind of heartbreak you can imagine. Worse than I ever thought could happen to me. Betrayed, cheated on, taken advantage of. I'm saying this without telling the whole story, of course, but I want people to know that things like this happen to me, too — to the ones who seem to be "covered in gold."
Although I'm still trying to heal, I feel like I still believe — which is a good thing. I still believe in the magic, in the big once-in-a-lifetime love. Is it gonna happen to me? I don't know. I thought I had already found it once, so maybe not… but I'm hoping, because hope is what keeps all of us going and I truly believe that love is all we are here for! No other reason. Only love!
People like to categorize and label everything. That's less dangerous; it feels safer. Especially in the industry that I'm in. I feel like it drives people nuts not to know if there is a woman or a man in my bed. That's why I've been getting the ''gay question'' ever since I turned 13, when I started giving interviews. I always wondered… why does that even matter? I thought I was here to sing and perform for people?
I never felt like I owed any answers to anyone about it and it amuses me that they made such a big deal out of it. In my world, it's not that black and white and I think that the real question should be: Why are we asking this? Why does it matter? Why do we need labels? Can we not just live?
No one knows what's gonna happen in the next minute, the next second. Who knows who I may run into? Maybe I'm just about to meet someone who changes my life forever and, if that happens, does it really matter what gender they are? What I do know is that love is the one beautiful thing we can't control. We have no power over it. We don't know where it comes from and we never know when it's gonna hit us and that's the beauty of it.
So, I guess I'll wait and see… I hope I find the magic, the type that heals what's been broken and gives me wings.
My only advice is: Love who you want to love and love who loves you back. Life is way too short.
But, then again, what the f*** do I know?

Monday, January 26, 2015

Photos of the day .... and .. Count .. D-39

Bill .. photos of the day ... and D-39 .. before Feel It All tour .. before vacation ..
Bill Kaulitz - Kings Of Suburbia - Masquerade

Bill Kaulitz - Kings of Suburbia 

Bill Kaulitz today .. Ripped ...

Bill Kaulitz - Sunday morning at 5 p.m.

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Dis moi Oui .. mais non

Song of the night ... I want to dance .. I love this song of Mylène Farmer ... " .. Tell me yes .. but no ... "

Saturday, January 24, 2015

Thursday, January 22, 2015

Contest on my website (Facebook page)

I organized in December 2014, a contest on the facebook page of my website. (
The event was called "KOS through the world" with this description ... " To participate in this contest you have to take a picture of Kings Of Suburia album in a special place , with a special set and send it to the email adress before December 31, 2014 .
The 3 persons who will send the photos of KOS, the most original or the most beautiful, will win each a magazine interview with Bill cover.
An example of a picture is the cover of the event, with KOS in Paris ...
Be original, and make travel KOS through the world ..
A final video will be produced with all your pictures ... Here we go .." 

 I received pictures from everywhere in the world and really great .. I like so much ...

The 3 Winners are .... 

Menton, France

Yucatan, Mexico

Monday, January 19, 2015

Photo of the day .... ♥

Bill is on the way to Berlin ... with Tom , Pumbi and Tom's boy ... I'm so happy ... usw ... To work on Feel It All Tour  ... I'm ready .. Love U Guys .. so excited to see you soon ..

Sunday, January 18, 2015

I feel so frustrated ...

My last concert of Tokio Hotel dates back in December 15, 2010 in Tokyo...  This show in LA on January 15 on Sunset Boulevard drives me crazy ... I wanted so much to attend it. 

Soon London ... next 6th March .. I can't wait ... 

Saturday, January 17, 2015

Hozier - Take Me To Church

I love this song ... this music ...This song captives me ... 

Friday, January 16, 2015

Monday, January 12, 2015

My "Feel It All" Tour is ready ...

Everything is booked ... Concerts tickets or VIP packages, train to London, train to Marseilles and all the hotels.
 I go to London March 6, 2015 ... and I come back from Warsaw March 28, 2015, with my car. I will sleep a night in Hannover and I will be back in Paris on March 29, 2015. With eyes full of stars ...

 I hope everything will be fine ..

My travels between March 6 and March 29, 2015 ..

 The band will perform in LA Thursday, January 15th for a show ... I think access is free .. You just have to win tickets.
I see very well the nightclub where they will perform ... Viper Room, the nightclub of Johnny Depp ..not very far from the Standard Hollywood, Hotel where I stay when I go to LA .. on Sunset Boulevard .. 

I can't stop myself from feeling very frustrated ... But I have to keep my vacation for March.   
I so wanted to see them on stage in Los Angeles .. Next time .. I hope ..     

Sunday, January 11, 2015

Wow.. Proud to be french ..

When it is necessary to mobilize for the values of France, for the human rights, for the freedom, French answer presents... 3.7 million people in the streets in France and more than 2 million in Paris... They walked all peacefully.. They are all Charlie ... They are free .. BRAVO .. 

Paris today 

Saturday, January 10, 2015

♥ ........

Life in Paris was really hard these days. .. Pain, anger, anxiety, stress ... one of the two hostage-taking was happening yesterday afternoon not far from my home. .. Big stress .. 

 When I went to bed last night, I watched this beautiful picture of Bill, his beautiful eyes .... I watched this picture for a long time .. Thanks to Bill I could finally forget those scenes of horror for a time and sleep ...

I think tonight of the victims of recent days in Paris. I support the Republican walking, organized in Paris tomorrow. I will not participate in this walking . My friends dissuaded me. Too risky !! But #jesuischarlie

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Je suis Charlie ...

Sad day in France today ...
France is in mourning ... Freedom is in mourning .. I wanted to have a thought tonight for victims of Charlie Hebdo in Paris and their families ...


12 dead ... 10 journalists from Charlie Hebdo dead for freedom and two police officers dead for France ..

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Photo of the day ... ♥

Bill and Tom left Europe today to LA ... Again .. My feeling is mixed of sadness and relief ...
I prefer to know them on the ground in Europe. But I prefer even know they live freely. It's in Los Angeles that they can find freedom .. Live Guys !! See you very soon on the road of Feel It All Tour ... 

Bill is so unique on this picture .. so special ... finally as usual ...  
Bill Kaulitz .. the one ... the only one !! 

Sunday, January 4, 2015

U2 - With Or Without You

And I'm waiting for you
With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

Friday, January 2, 2015

Pumbi at home ... Shopping

Today I received my cuddly Pumba, I ordered in the Tokio Hotel shop, online  .. Pumba is the dog of Bill ... But I have not received the Bill's bracelet gift .. 

Bill and his new friend ....

We meet ... :-)
Tom loves the box of Pumbi ... but without Pumbi it would be better ..
Great box .. from Germany ... :-)

And shopping today ... Private sale .. Minelli ... and La Scarpa ..