Sunday, February 28, 2016

Tomorrow back to work.

After 1 month at home, I'll go back to work tomorrow. I feel really good today. After 2 weeks of treatment, thyroid hormones are almost normal number. But it's not finished. it will move up and down during treatment.

But I'm responding well to my treatment... So Coachella I come soon .. 

Tomorrow at work. As it doesn't go very well at the moment at work, for the first time in my life.
 I'll have to manage this situation by protecting me. I am a hard worker. But it's difficult to have to do something which I don't believe at all.

 I watched videos of Eckhart Tolle today, thanks to Bill who spoke about him on instagram last night.
Maybe Eckhart Tolle will help me to find a solution or to see things in a different way. I'm going to listen to him again. 


My favorite picture of the weekend ... He's so beautiful .. I sleep well at night. My insomnia is him and his lovely pictures ..

Bill, Bill, Bill ...

 


Thursday, February 25, 2016

#tbt


Bill in 2007 .. It was my second autograph.  He was very often in Paris in 2007, with the band .. So beautiful memories ..


Sunday, February 21, 2016

Sunday ..

waffles


And Game of Thrones .. 4 seasons , for my next week (Last week on sick leave

I like .. and I had not seen before .. so good


 

Saturday, February 20, 2016

Friday, February 19, 2016

Sunday, February 14, 2016

Personal message ... for you ❤

{spoken:}
at the end of the line is the sound of your voice
and the words that I can't that I never shall say
those words that people fear when they don't make them laugh
that have been too often in books, songs and movies
words I'd like to tell you and words I'd like to live
words I never shall say : I want to, I just can't

I'm so lonesome I could die and I know where you are
I'm coming, wait for me, I know you, you know me
Will you spare me some time 'cause I'll give you all mine

I'd like to come to you, but I always stay
I never come to you : I want to, I just can't
I ought to speak to you, I ought to be with you
or at least try to sleep

I'm afraid you'll be deaf, I'm afraid you'll escape
afraid I'm too forward and I never shall say
that I've fallen for you


{sung:}
but if you think you could love me tomorrow
don't be afraid of memories and sorrow
we'll flee the past where we can leave tomorrow
come and rescue me

if you think you could love me tomorrow
don't be afraid if the path looks narrow
between the past and the life tomorrow
come and rescue me

if you're fed up with your life
and find no way
when every day is just another yesterday
think of me, think of me


but if you think you could love me tomorrow
don't wait a day, don't waste a time you can't know
where will your life lead from here tomorrow
come and rescue me

if you think you could love me tomorrow
run, take my hand, and where you go I'll follow
I need a sign so I can let my love show
come and rescue me

if you're fed up with your life
and find no way
when every day is just another yesterday
think of me, think of me

but if you...



Valentine's day ...



Saturday, February 13, 2016

Love ....

I love the words written in this notebook. And I love reading them.

 


 

Thursday, February 11, 2016

Sunday, February 7, 2016

Astrology ..

I feel better, so I'm getting bored. I'd be better in LA.

Today I did astrology. I searched for birth charts. Mine. And I wanted to see if Bill and Tom Kaulitz; identical twins, have the same birth chart. Almost . They don't have the same birth time.
Bill was born 10 minutes after Tom. Some planets, like the moon, has not exactly the same position in the 2 birth charts. But the meaning of their birth chart are the same. They are virgo with an ascendant virgo. 

I'm aquarius with an ascendant aquarius .. 

And I wanted to know if my birth chart was compatible with Bill's birth chart. 

Here is the result. (I hid my birth year .... because ..)



 Wow ... I tried with other celebrities, it was less than 20%, except for Obama et Michael Jackson with good compatibility ratings. Communication rating with Bill : 48 % (
We are 2 very shy in love.)
Then, I wanted to see if the rates were the same with Tom.
And what a surprise. I'm more compatible with Tom.
 The birth time greatly influences the result.But with Bill and Tom, the balanced global rating is always greater 70% . They are 1 person.
I will never forget that special feeling that I felt when we take pictures at the Meet & Greet in 2015.
 I felt two hands on my back, Bill's and Tom's. 
I felt that there was one person next to me, a powerful person. I felt good.
Like in a cocoon.. 


 You are telling you it's time I return to work.
It is always interesting to know that I could spend my long winter nights with Bill and Tom. I should not annoy me. Oh ... :-)
 

Friday, February 5, 2016

So sad ..


I keep thinking that I should be in LA now. I was so happy to have a break and to fly to LA. 
I feel better but I still have some tests to do before treatment. 

And I'll be OK for Coachella. I have a flight to LA on April 14, but I'll change the date. I want to be in LA the 12th, April and to stay 2 days in LA.



I want to take my breakfast in my favorite hotel in LA, among other things ... 




I miss this view

Tuesday, February 2, 2016

Monday, February 1, 2016