Saturday, June 24, 2017

Mood - Why is everything so heavy ?

I love this song .. Song of my last days ... 

Thursday, June 22, 2017

Bill in Paris ....

Bill is in Paris for the Fashionweek .. OMG 
I love my city .. But this city seems even more beautiful when he is there.

I'll finish my work tomorrow at the begining of the night at Boulevard St Germain .. I'll stop at my favorite Café for a drink ... Yes .. Weekend !!!

Paris was so hot today .. It's better now .. 

Paris - June 22, 2017

Sunday, June 18, 2017

Decision ..

To be honest, I didnt very well live the last Tokio Hotel tour, with my road-trip of 3 weeks. I nevertheless  loved the shows and the meetings with the band.  
But I felt very bad among the fans. I felt out of place. 
I did'nt understand their talking points about the band. I too often heard words about Bill, words that I didn't like at all.
I wanted that this tour stops.
I decided not to put myself any more in this situation. 
I'll continue to go to see the Tokio Hotel shows, at the back , with a beer and with those who come for the music. 
But I'm going to favor the events of Bill Kaulitz,  solo, with Billy. 
I'm going to continue and to develop my support for Bill Kaulitz and for Billy, by devoting to it even more my time and my money.
And this adventure I'll live it alone as I update alone, every day, my website and my Facebook page.
With this decision , I'm honest ... and I feel better ..
To follow ..

Monday, June 12, 2017

Still Breathing ..

Thank you Green Day for making my life better in this dark time .. Love U guys .. 💓

Saturday, June 10, 2017

Download festival - France - Day 1

Beautiful 1st Day in Download Festival France ... Blink-182 and Linkin Park . 
What a great Linkin Park show ... 

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Sunday, June 4, 2017

Best memories .. best energy

Every time I have doubts, I have to remember these moments so strong. I remember the beautiful energy which dominated each of these moments. 
I remember the light in his eyes .. I remember his shyness. (and mine .. 😕) .. 
I remember such beautiful things. I remember love .. 💓
And I should never forget that this was, is and will be .. forever .. 

Thursday, June 1, 2017

I love, I love , I love ...

I can't wait to have it in my hands ... 😍💓

Monday, May 29, 2017

Development ...

.. about my last post .. 

I love him so much . 💗

He's too nice. He can't say NO to people.

I always have the feeling that people take advantage of his kindness and his fame. Being seen with him matters a lot to people.
But I'm not sure what he's getting back to him.

Who of "his friends" promoted the Dream Machine album or the Billy EP? (on Instagram, twitter or facebook) .. 😟

I don't believe in the sincerity of some people close to him. And it makes me angry.

(I didn't come to terms with The Squad .. )

I'll never turn over a new leaf .. Bill took up too much space in my heart.... forever .. 💖

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Sunday, May 28, 2017

Annoyed ..

For 10 years, I enjoy talking about the one who fascinates me, through my website that I dedicated to him. 
And some nights, I have doubts .. because I don't want to speak on my site about people I don't like because these people don't like me.
It is a dilemma.

These nights when you wonder if it is not the time to turn over a new leaf..

Sunday, May 21, 2017

Monday, May 15, 2017

about my last weekend in Nice ..

What a beautiful weekend with my friends on the French Riviera .. and a Depeche Mode show in Nice .. 

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My favorite live .. 

et avec ma copine Jeanne .. 💓

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Wednesday, May 10, 2017


I miss him so much .. it's terrible .. 

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Monday, May 8, 2017

Bienvenue à mon nouveau Président

I am reassured and happy of this beautiful victory of Emmanuel Macron. I believe in him for a better Europe. A beautiful duo with Angela Merkel to make Europe better. 

He is young, ambitious, brilliant and passionate. And he works with his best ally, his wife Brigitte. She makes him even stronger. I love this couple . 

Vive l'Europe ! Vive la France : Liberté, Egalité, Fraternité !! 💓

Friday, May 5, 2017

Very anxious ..

I am very anxious about the presidential elections in my country ...
I want a free France .. I want a free Europe . I want France in Europe.
There is a risk for Europe .. I feel more European citizen than French .. 
Sunday I will vote for Emmanuel Macron ..For Europe, for democracy, for freedom, for France .. 

 I want him to be the next president of France.. 

Monday, May 1, 2017

Working on my site ..

I began this weekend a big update of the photo gallery of my site .. I have a lot of work because I'm very late. 
And while I make that, I think less that I miss terribly a person . 

My new gallery background .. : 

Tuesday, April 25, 2017

In love in Kazan ..

The return in Paris is difficult after this wonderful night in Kazan on April 23rd, 2017. I think I left my heart in Russia .. Bill is the sweetest person I know... In love with him .. forever 💖

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Saturday, April 22, 2017


What a beautiful city .. But it's cold ...

Monday, April 17, 2017

Lost in my memories ..

I spent the main part of the weekend writing in my Dream Machine Notebook. I didn't find time to write during the tour. I'm talking about my feelings in this Notebook. I have a lot to write.💖
I'm going to Russia next Friday. 
And I just realized that my next concert next Sunday will be my 70th Tokio Hotel concert.. Champagne .. no vodka .. 😉 or Champage at first and vodka (I'll be in Russia 😊 )
I also would like that the boys of Tokio Hotel write in my Dream Machine Notebook next Sunday especially Bill..

Sunday, April 16, 2017

Easy ...

I just uploaded yesterday this live of this beautiful song Easy of Tokio Hotel. It was last month at Olympia in Paris. 
I realize how the Dream Machine show of Tokio Hotel upsets me. I've never felt such an emotion before at a concert.
There is something rare about this show that I still have difficulty in describing.
A perfect harmony ...
I am happy to see this show again in 1 week. But I'm also afraid. Afraid of the aftershow . Afraid to say to them good bye again .. Afraid to say to him "take care of you!"
... then leave and be alone in a hotel room with the memories, my heart overflowing with love for him, blinded by a veil of tears .. 💝💗💖💘

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

YES ...

Thank You .. Thank You .. I don't know who to thank .. but thanks .. 💖 .. I got it .. 

Monday, April 10, 2017

Cotton Candy Sky .. 💖

One of my favorite on stage .. I love watching Bill moving on stage in harmonious movements. I could look at him for hours and days..
My heart is exploding .. Too much love .. and too much pain .. 

Saturday, April 8, 2017

nostalgic ..

I feel so nostalgic. I miss so much the Tokio Hotel Dream Machine tour. I miss the guys of Tokio Hotel ....
And Bill .. I have no words to express my feelings 💗.. 10 years .. and today I am unable to turn over a new leaf .. 

Hamburg - 15.03.2017

I was able to give to Bill and Tom in Zurich the trophies I received for them. Finally ..

I also gave to them in Zurich the beanies I knitted for them. 1 for Gustav's baby and 2 beanies for Bill .. 


I did not still get my professional photo of Zurich.   Waiting for it .. It is surprising. Treehouse answered me and asked me for my selfie and for further information.I answer them .. Then nothing more. I feel they don't have my picture. I hope to get it .. 


Monday, April 3, 2017

Annoyed .. 😞

I really had a good time in backstage of the concert of Tokio Hotel in Zürich last week. But I am annoyed because I can't find my picture with the band, taken by a professional. All the pictures of this night are on the Treehouse ticketing site, but not mine. 
I have already sent 4 messages to the support of treehouse. I received only automatic answers which announce me an answer to my request within 48 hours. And nothing comes. 
I would so like to receive my photo. I don't know what to do anymore. 
Good thing I have my selfie with the band, taken by Tom. Thank You Tom .. 💖

Sunday, April 2, 2017

Home sweet home ..

After a 3 weeks road trip ... London , Brussels , Hamburg , Frankfurt , Amsterdam, Paris (Home) , Lyon , Cologne, Stuttgart , Zurich , Milan , Rome and Munich .. I enjoy home .. 
I need to write my feelings in my Dream Machine Notebook. I would like that Bill also writes in this notebook in Russia.. I hope .. 💕

My Dream Machine Notebook - LOVE - 💖

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

Zürich ... 💖

From Rome ... After Milan and Zürich .. 

I have just arrived in Rome, in this city I love .. I need a lot of time to talk about my day in Zürich. I don't have that time. The show in Rome is tonight and tomorrow I drive to Munich, my last show on this 1st round of Dream Machine trip. The last show for me will be in Russia ... 

I had a great backstage time in Zürich with the boys, especially with Bill. And yet everything seems so confused in my mind. I have so much love for him. Too much .. 
I'm certainly very tired now .. I just now want to be in my bed with my dog and my 2 cats at home.

Nevertheless, I got in Zürich the most beautiful photo of the world with Bill (and with the guys of Tokio Hotel ).. and the best time ..💞


Sunday, March 26, 2017

Stuttgart ... Zurich ..

From Zurich .. 

Show in Stuttgart - 25.03.2017

Show tomorrow in Zurich .. meet & Greet .. 

Tonight in Zurich ... 

Curly Fries and Beer 😋

Saturday, March 25, 2017

Lyon .. Cologne ...

From Stuttgart .. on the road .. #dreammachinetour2017  .. Show tonight in Stuttgart .. Tomorrow I'll drive to Zurich ... 💖

Show in Lyon (Le Transbordeur ) - 22 March 2017

Show in Cologne (E-Werk) - 24 March 2017

Thursday, March 23, 2017

Tokio Hotel at L'Olympia in Paris - 21.03.2017

They did it ... 
I was so happy and so moved to see the name of my favorite band on the wall of "L'Olympia" in Paris, this so mythical venue .. It means a lot to me...
I had asked friends, fans of music to come and to see the show. They came to please me at first. 
.And at the end of the concert, they were very surprised by the quality of the music and the show. They loved the show. One of them said to me : "I regret having missed their concert at the Trianon, 2 years ago." 
To be honest, I expected they enjoy the show. But it was better still. They were completely excited as the show was good.
I'm so happy and so proud of this band I support for 10 years . For me, Dream Machine is the best album of Tokio Hotel and Dream machine Tour the best tour . Everything is true in this album. Everything is "them" .. 
All the songs are worked and finished without being sloppy. A huge work. 
I always trust them. For 10 years And I was (and am) right ... 💖


Tuesday, March 21, 2017

Paris - Signing Session - Tokio Hotel

After the show in Amsterdam, After the show, I rode all night to be at the FNAC Paris Saint Lazard and get my invitation for the afternoon signing session. 

And .... Beautiful vinyl album signed by the guys of Tokio Hotel .. I love .. 

and my signing session ... I love these guys .. 

Amsterdam - 19.03.2017 - Dream Machine Show

Bad atmosphere with fans waiting outside. I hate this . 
But so wonderful show in a so nice venue .. 

My videos are uploading .. Soon .. 

A few seconds of tenderness ..💖

Sunday, March 19, 2017

Amsterdam .. 18.03.2017

1 day in Amsterdam ... Walking in the city, Heineken Experience and Ice bar last night .. 

This city is very beautiful .. I'll come here soon .. Tonight .. Tokio Hotel show .. 💖

Waiting for Heineken Experience with Céline, a TH Fan friend for a long time 
In Ice Bar with Vodka ..
Ice Bar with Ice glasses

Saturday, March 18, 2017

Frankfurt - 16.03.2017

Cotton Candy Sky .. 💖

Thursday, March 16, 2017

Hamburg .. Frankfurt ...Dream Machine

No time again for updating ... I'm in Frankfurt . The show was last night . Today I'll go to Amsterdam , where I'll have more time. 

Photo Copyright Marie Bello
Hamburg - 15.03.2017

Copyright Marie Bello
Frankfurt - 16.03.2017 

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

Brussels - Dream Machine Show - Tokio Hotel (13.03.2017)

Wonderful song ! Wonderful Lyric ! Wonderful performance ! Wonderful music! Wonderful Bill ! 💖💕 .. I love this song .. 

London Dream Machine Show - Tokio Hotel (12.03.2017)

From Hamburg .. I arrived late in the evening in Hamburg, because of a bad traffic in Germany today.

About the show of Tokio Hotel in London ... The show is really amazing.. A setlist with songs from all albums, so from every time of their career.
And it's incredible how the songs go together harmoniously in the show. TH guys did a great job. I saw 2 shows (London and Brussels) .. And I can't wait to see the third here in Hamburg, tomorrow , my 58th Tokio Hotel show ..... "The heart get no sleep .. " 💖

my videos 

Dream Machine Tour : London - 12.03.2017

I have no time to update my blog .. I'm going to Hamburg and I write about my Dream Machine Adventure tonight ... 

Here my picture in London with my favorite band ever .. Tokio Hotel 💖 ... Wonderful shows in London and Brussels ..