Tuesday, August 15, 2017

Song of the day .. 💖

.. 12 years ago .. #12YearsDurchDenMonsun .. The music "specialists" said that this group would last 2 years .. 😁




And in 2017, the magic is still there .. DANKE SCHÖN 💓



Monday, August 14, 2017

Change or no change .. ?

I feel I reached a turning point in my life. I need change .. I need to find a job in what I like, music, fashion ... art ..sport
Be able to exercise my skills of Digital IT project Leader in these fields would be great .. 
I do not want to rush and do anything.
My son Paul has just turned 18. Next September, he goes into an engineering school for 5 years in Paris. http://www.esme.fr/ 
I have to pay his studies. He will have to spend 6 months abroad in the 3rd year, probably in the United States.
I think and prepare a change .. to live better. I can't get up every morning to go to work in a bank anymore. It bothers me more and more.
To be continued ... 


Wednesday, July 26, 2017

💕

I still have so much love for this boy .. 
I could learn anything about his past, it would not change my feelings for him... 
This love is so strong and so sincere.


Thursday, July 20, 2017

Talking To Myself (Official Video) - Linkin Park


I can't believe it ... 



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Wednesday, July 19, 2017

Wonderful Coldplay in Paris ...

Last night in Paris , in Stade de France, It was the last show of Head Full Of Dreams Coldplay Tour . What a show .. full of colours, lights and dreams .. It was an amazing show .. 


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And this first part with Tove Lo .. I loved .. I want to see her on stage another time .. for sure 
💖



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Friday, July 14, 2017

.. feeling good ..

I feel good with this new hairstyle .. it's me.




Sunday, July 9, 2017

Beautiful Sunday

... Sunny Sunday .. 





Love from Berlin 😘





Saturday, July 8, 2017

Good night ...

After a long day of walking in the city and in the parks ..
Running and shopping only for me .. and walking with my dog .. 

Walking again tomorrow ? Probably .. My dog love this place .. 


Friday, July 7, 2017

Break time ...

It's so good to have time for myself. Lots of walks .. I did'nt run. Tomorrow I'll run. 
Time to take a step back and think quietly.

I'm in the best place for that ... 

Breakfast time .. Mmmmmhhh 








Tired tonight 
In the bathroom .. 






Thursday, July 6, 2017

Vacation ..

I rode all day to go to one of my favorite cities ... a few days here .. with my dog. 
I chose a hotel near a beautiful park, to run and do great walking with my dog...

my Instagram Story today


my Instagram Story today




Thursday, June 29, 2017

I miss BILLY ...

.. with this bad feeling I'll never see him again .. 💔


Tuesday, June 27, 2017

Change time ...

I need your opinion ..

I want short hair .. Again ... 

Which one ? I have an idea .. 

Number #1 

Number #2


Sunday, June 25, 2017

Sunday time .. Paris



Sunday Outfit

Palais Garnier - Opéra 
Jardin du Luxembourg 

Saturday, June 24, 2017

Mood - Why is everything so heavy ?

I love this song .. Song of my last days ... 


Thursday, June 22, 2017

Bill in Paris ....

Bill is in Paris for the Fashionweek .. OMG 
I love my city .. But this city seems even more beautiful when he is there.

I'll finish my work tomorrow at the begining of the night at Boulevard St Germain .. I'll stop at my favorite Café for a drink ... Yes .. Weekend !!!

Paris was so hot today .. It's better now .. 


Paris - June 22, 2017

Sunday, June 18, 2017

Decision ..

To be honest, I didnt very well live the last Tokio Hotel tour, with my road-trip of 3 weeks. I nevertheless  loved the shows and the meetings with the band.  
But I felt very bad among the fans. I felt out of place. 
I did'nt understand their talking points about the band. I too often heard words about Bill, words that I didn't like at all.
I wanted that this tour stops.
I decided not to put myself any more in this situation. 
I'll continue to go to see the Tokio Hotel shows, at the back , with a beer and with those who come for the music. 
But I'm going to favor the events of Bill Kaulitz,  solo, with Billy. 
I'm going to continue and to develop my support for Bill Kaulitz and for Billy, by devoting to it even more my time and my money.
And this adventure I'll live it alone as I update alone, every day, my website and my Facebook page.
With this decision , I'm honest ... and I feel better ..
To follow ..
Bill Kaulitz - L'OFFICIEL HOMMES 



Monday, June 12, 2017

Still Breathing ..

Thank you Green Day for making my life better in this dark time .. Love U guys .. 💓


Saturday, June 10, 2017

Download festival - France - Day 1

Beautiful 1st Day in Download Festival France ... Blink-182 and Linkin Park . 
What a great Linkin Park show ... 



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Sunday, June 4, 2017

Best memories .. best energy

Every time I have doubts, I have to remember these moments so strong. I remember the beautiful energy which dominated each of these moments. 
I remember the light in his eyes .. I remember his shyness. (and mine .. 😕) .. 
I remember such beautiful things. I remember love .. 💓
And I should never forget that this was, is and will be .. forever .. 


Thursday, June 1, 2017

I love, I love , I love ...

I can't wait to have it in my hands ... 😍💓


Monday, May 29, 2017

Development ...

.. about my last post .. 

I love him so much . 💗

He's too nice. He can't say NO to people.

I always have the feeling that people take advantage of his kindness and his fame. Being seen with him matters a lot to people.
But I'm not sure what he's getting back to him.

Who of "his friends" promoted the Dream Machine album or the Billy EP? (on Instagram, twitter or facebook) .. 😟

I don't believe in the sincerity of some people close to him. And it makes me angry.

(I didn't come to terms with The Squad .. )

I'll never turn over a new leaf .. Bill took up too much space in my heart.... forever .. 💖


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Sunday, May 28, 2017

Annoyed ..

For 10 years, I enjoy talking about the one who fascinates me, through my website that I dedicated to him. 
And some nights, I have doubts .. because I don't want to speak on my site about people I don't like because these people don't like me.
It is a dilemma.
.... 


These nights when you wonder if it is not the time to turn over a new leaf..




Sunday, May 21, 2017

Monday, May 15, 2017

about my last weekend in Nice ..

What a beautiful weekend with my friends on the French Riviera .. and a Depeche Mode show in Nice .. 


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My favorite live .. 




et avec ma copine Jeanne .. 💓



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Wednesday, May 10, 2017

💓😔

I miss him so much .. it's terrible .. 


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Monday, May 8, 2017

Bienvenue à mon nouveau Président

I am reassured and happy of this beautiful victory of Emmanuel Macron. I believe in him for a better Europe. A beautiful duo with Angela Merkel to make Europe better. 

He is young, ambitious, brilliant and passionate. And he works with his best ally, his wife Brigitte. She makes him even stronger. I love this couple . 

Vive l'Europe ! Vive la France : Liberté, Egalité, Fraternité !! 💓



Friday, May 5, 2017

Very anxious ..

I am very anxious about the presidential elections in my country ...
I want a free France .. I want a free Europe . I want France in Europe.
There is a risk for Europe .. I feel more European citizen than French .. 
Sunday I will vote for Emmanuel Macron ..For Europe, for democracy, for freedom, for France .. 

 I want him to be the next president of France.. 



Monday, May 1, 2017

Working on my site ..

I began this weekend a big update of the photo gallery of my site .. I have a lot of work because I'm very late. 
And while I make that, I think less that I miss terribly a person . 

My new gallery background .. : 




Tuesday, April 25, 2017

In love in Kazan ..

The return in Paris is difficult after this wonderful night in Kazan on April 23rd, 2017. I think I left my heart in Russia .. Bill is the sweetest person I know... In love with him .. forever 💖


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Saturday, April 22, 2017

Kazan

What a beautiful city .. But it's cold ...







Monday, April 17, 2017

Lost in my memories ..

I spent the main part of the weekend writing in my Dream Machine Notebook. I didn't find time to write during the tour. I'm talking about my feelings in this Notebook. I have a lot to write.💖
I'm going to Russia next Friday. 
And I just realized that my next concert next Sunday will be my 70th Tokio Hotel concert.. Champagne .. no vodka .. 😉 or Champage at first and vodka (I'll be in Russia 😊 )
I also would like that the boys of Tokio Hotel write in my Dream Machine Notebook next Sunday especially Bill..


Sunday, April 16, 2017

Easy ...

I just uploaded yesterday this live of this beautiful song Easy of Tokio Hotel. It was last month at Olympia in Paris. 
I realize how the Dream Machine show of Tokio Hotel upsets me. I've never felt such an emotion before at a concert.
There is something rare about this show that I still have difficulty in describing.
A perfect harmony ...
I am happy to see this show again in 1 week. But I'm also afraid. Afraid of the aftershow . Afraid to say to them good bye again .. Afraid to say to him "take care of you!"
... then leave and be alone in a hotel room with the memories, my heart overflowing with love for him, blinded by a veil of tears .. 💝💗💖💘


Wednesday, April 12, 2017

YES ...

Thank You .. Thank You .. I don't know who to thank .. but thanks .. 💖 .. I got it .. 




Monday, April 10, 2017

Cotton Candy Sky .. 💖

One of my favorite on stage .. I love watching Bill moving on stage in harmonious movements. I could look at him for hours and days..
My heart is exploding .. Too much love .. and too much pain .. 


Saturday, April 8, 2017

nostalgic ..

I feel so nostalgic. I miss so much the Tokio Hotel Dream Machine tour. I miss the guys of Tokio Hotel ....
And Bill .. I have no words to express my feelings 💗.. 10 years .. and today I am unable to turn over a new leaf .. 

Hamburg - 15.03.2017

I was able to give to Bill and Tom in Zurich the trophies I received for them. Finally ..


I also gave to them in Zurich the beanies I knitted for them. 1 for Gustav's baby and 2 beanies for Bill .. 

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I did not still get my professional photo of Zurich.   Waiting for it .. It is surprising. Treehouse answered me and asked me for my selfie and for further information.I answer them .. Then nothing more. I feel they don't have my picture. I hope to get it .. 

video




Monday, April 3, 2017

Annoyed .. 😞

I really had a good time in backstage of the concert of Tokio Hotel in Zürich last week. But I am annoyed because I can't find my picture with the band, taken by a professional. All the pictures of this night are on the Treehouse ticketing site, but not mine. 
I have already sent 4 messages to the support of treehouse. I received only automatic answers which announce me an answer to my request within 48 hours. And nothing comes. 
I would so like to receive my photo. I don't know what to do anymore. 
Good thing I have my selfie with the band, taken by Tom. Thank You Tom .. 💖


Sunday, April 2, 2017

Home sweet home ..

After a 3 weeks road trip ... London , Brussels , Hamburg , Frankfurt , Amsterdam, Paris (Home) , Lyon , Cologne, Stuttgart , Zurich , Milan , Rome and Munich .. I enjoy home .. 
I need to write my feelings in my Dream Machine Notebook. I would like that Bill also writes in this notebook in Russia.. I hope .. 💕

My Dream Machine Notebook - LOVE - 💖