Back at home !

I am back at home since the end of the afternoon. I went to visit my Mom .. She recognizes us anymore. But she is OK physically.
I brought for her these stabilized roses for 3 years without water ... 

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My 9 most liked pictures of 2015 on Instagram . ‪#‎2015BestNine‬ 

My life with Tokio Hotel in 2015

Christmas weekend ....

It's Christmas weekend for me .. Tomorrow afternoon, I leave Paris to join my family in eastern France, in Epinal, my hometown.... I'll be back in Paris next Monday  .. I work next Tuesday.
 I will cook for Christmas with my sister. Tomorrow morning I'll shop for Christmas dinner... I have so many ideas ... Mmmmmhhh 
I can't wait to see my family .. This year I bring vodka and Russian dolls as gifts. Thank You Russia .. or rather Thank You Tokio Hotel .... ;-)
 

Lova is waiting for Christmas gifts ..

My cats stay in Paris during the Christmas weekend.I hate to leave them alone. But one of my friends'll come to my house to see them, clean their litter and feed them.

Christmas time and I work ..

It's Christmas holidays for many people .. But I work tomorrow and the following days .. I don't work on Thursday 24 and Monday 28.. 
I leave in the east of France for the Christmas weekend with my family .. 

My Christmas tree looks like a Russian Christmas tree ... 

I'm almost ready for my two upcoming trips. I still have to book cars. 

 

1st trip , February . Birthday trip

My dream - April 15th - 17th

My retrospective 2015, according facebook ..

I so love it ... 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Nostalgic ...

Time is flying .. It's frightening .

 

So beautiful song .. I so love it .. And this live .. ♥

 

Missing ...

I miss him so much ... It's terrible ... ♥

They are my family ..

They are my music family ... And thanks to them, we want to live again in Paris .. Thanks... 

 

Madonna sings Imagine in Paris at Place de la République 

 

Eagles of death metal .. Bataclan , 6th december 2015

U2 at Bataclan

U2 & Eagles Of Death Metal - People Have the Power - Paris 7, december 2015 

 

 

 

U2 .. Eagles Of Death Metal .. A night in Paris

What a nignt in Paris last night with U2 and Eagles Of Death Metal in the new Bercy venue (Accor Hotels Arena). 
The show of U2 is magic .. U2 paied homage to the victims of terrorism in Paris, to the victims in Syria, in Iraq ... to children born with AIDS ....

Everything was perfect .. the show , the music , the voice .. the songs I know for a long time .. 
 
And this time, at the end of the show, Eagles Of Death Metal on stage, singing with U2 the song of Patty Smith "People have The Power" ...

 U2 quietly left the stage to let Eagles Of Death Metal finishing the show.

I think they had to come on stage again ... U2 knew that .. It was a great moment ... 

My video about this great moment is uploading ... Tomorrow .. With my videos of this wonderful show of U2 .. 

U2

Bono

Bono

Bono

Eagles Of Death Metal

Eagles Of Death Metal

 

disgusted ..

The results of the regional elections in France today disgust me.
 The extreme right party has taken advantage of the weakness and fear of the people after the attacks in Paris, and  is the winner of the first round.
This party is dangerous for France, for democracy and for Europe.
 I don't want to live in France with the extreme right party in power.

My son said to me tonight .. "Ok We move to Los Angeles .." The attraction for Basket Ball .. And me .. The attraction for .. Why not !!
I just need to find a job in LA .... 

We will see the results of the second round next Sunday. .. 

Louis Bertignac - Les Insus - La Cigale Paris

I was at the show of Louis Bertignac, Thursday evening at La Cigale in Paris.
It was so good to listen and to sing the songs of the french band Téléphone. The band of my adolescence.
 And what a surprise to see the whole band for a song. I sang every song ... 

 The band is back with the name "Les Insus", with a tour in France. Tickets for this tour were sold yesterday .. All... It was crazy .. I just got a ticket for Marseille .. But no for Paris .. 200 000 tickets were sold yesterday. The guys of the band said on facebook they think about more shows .. My friends have no ticket .. 


I want more shows ... But no show between February 4 and February 12, 2015. I'll be in LA .. And no show between April 14 and April 18, 2015. I'll be in Indio and Palm Springs for music .  

The whole band - Les Insus - Un Autre Monde 

Photo of the day ...

Last night while I was soundly asleep, I wake up suddenly. I took my Iphone. And I checked Instagram.
I watched the recent posts of people I follow,  ... without interest.
 Then I check Bill's Instagram. And I saw a new picture. Bill had just post this picture 15 seconds earlier.
 A coincidence ? Yes I would say that if this scene had not happened many times in the past.

 So I don't know .. I don't know how we call this kind of connection .. But I know how I miss him ... 

Words ...

During my last trip to Belarus and Russia, a friend on Facebook said: "But Marie, you're never down to earth."  .... " Marie , You're always in the clouds " .. 

Maybe I just want to live ....

Sunday ..

I ran this morning for the AFM Téléthon . (French Muscular Dystrophy Association)
 Because of the tragic events in Paris recently, the financial Téléthon was canceled as every sporting event.
 I ran alone this morning, but connected with my Iphone (and my Nike application) to the AFM Téléthon event. I didn't feel really strong .. so I ran just 1 hour ... 

 

My lovely Lova ... 

 

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I'm planning my next journeys. 2 trips to the same country .. 1 in February and 1 in April for Music ... I love to have flight tickets ... 

Scorpions ....

Thank you Scorpions for making our lives better in Paris .. It was an amazing show .. 

 

Words ...

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I am lost ... totally lost ..

 With the feeling I lost him ...

Weekend at home ....

Friday night, I attended the show of Simple Minds at Zenith de Paris. It was a great show .. Not afraid .. Paris has to live again .. The Zenith was full .. The music lovers are not afraid .. They want music ..
 This show was awesome. Nobody sang the new songs but everyone sang the old songs .. Great performance !!!

 

Charlie Burchill

Jim stole Bill's Jacket  ..  :-)

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I went with friends Saturday night.

 And I resumed running training Sunday morning... I suffered ... .So I stopped running to take pictures.

Last Feel It All show .... Last show ...

It was November 10 in Moscow. And yet, with the dramatic events in Paris, it seems a long time ago .. 

Last show .. last time I saw Bill... I smiled a lot but my heart was crying.... 

 

 

 

Next travel project ...

I plan to travel for my next birthday .. I have already booked my flight ... (04th February 2016 - 12th february 2016 ) ... I need to feel alive ..

Like home ..

No country does life on earth better than the French ...

I love this comment of  a reader on the New York Times website written after the attacks, and about the life in France ... 

I love to travel, discover other countries, other people, other habits ..
But every time I'm back in Paris, I tell myself that I love Paris .. I love living in Paris .. And everything I love in Paris is described in this comment  ..
 Only one person I love, I miss here in Paris ... I need to travel to see him ... I hope one day we'll be together in Paris ... or anywhere in the world ... Florence , Rome , New York .... anywhere ...  but together ..

Paris .... trying to live

Life is strange in Paris today.  Sadness, anxiety ... Schools were closed. All public places were closed. The government is asking us to go out only when it's necessary. It's the war ..

 I had to eat tonight with friends. We canceled. Tomorrow morning I had a run in the Bois de Vincennes .. It's canceled.
And Tomorrow night , I had to go to Bercy for U2 .. The show is cancelled too.

 Newspapers in Paris today are very dark ... 

Tonight I'm at home. I went out only to walk my dog. I wonder how we are going to do,  to go to work on Monday .. Life in Paris seems so stopped.

 And these 100 people died in a concert hall. I feel so affected. It's my world ... 

 A week ago I was in Minsk .. ..So happy because the next day I met the guys of Tokio Hotel, and especially Bill. And tonight I'm crying for my city ...

 Bill's words, written in Minsk on my Notebook, are such a comfort to me tonight. Thank You Bill !!! .. I almost fear that these words fade .. And I so miss Bill ...
 

This Notebook never leaves me.

From Paris ..

This short message to tell you that I'm fine. I had to go to the Stade de France tonight to see the football match France - Germany with my son Paul.
 But Paul had an important basketball game and don't want to go to Stade de France. Tired since my return from Russia, I didn't insist. Destiny.

 I am in a state of shock .. It is an horror in the concert hall "Le Bataclan".
60 dead in Paris tonight and certainly more ... 

 I have to go to see U2 at Bercy Sunday night .. ??

The end ....

A quick post to say all is well ... Well, almost .. The Feel It All tour is over ... I'm crying .. 
But what a great nigth in Moscow , last night ... I slept just 4 hours and I have to go to airport for my flight to Paris ... See you at home .... 

My last instagram post :  

 

Last show .. Last picture .. Thank you Bill, Tom, Georg and Gustav for these great times of my life .. Thank you Bill for making my life for 8 years .. I love you so .. ❤💘💞😘😘😘😘 #lastshow #theend #feelitallmoscow #feelitallrussia #backtoparis #byebyefeelitalltour #hellodepression 

 – à Известия Hall.