Easy ...

I just uploaded yesterday this live of this beautiful song Easy of Tokio Hotel. It was last month at Olympia in Paris. 
I realize how the Dream Machine show of Tokio Hotel upsets me. I've never felt such an emotion before at a concert.
There is something rare about this show that I still have difficulty in describing.
A perfect harmony ...
I am happy to see this show again in 1 week. But I'm also afraid. Afraid of the aftershow . Afraid to say to them good bye again .. Afraid to say to him "take care of you!"
... then leave and be alone in a hotel room with the memories, my heart overflowing with love for him, blinded by a veil of tears .. 💝💗💖💘