In love in Kazan ..

The return in Paris is difficult after this wonderful night in Kazan on April 23rd, 2017. I think I left my heart in Russia .. Bill is the sweetest person I know... In love with him .. forever 💖

What a lovely night in Kazan .. ❤️ #dreammachinetour #billkaulitz #love #dmkazan

Une publication partagée par Marie is not OK (@mariebillk) le 25 Avril 2017 à 0h17 PDT

What a night in Kazan for my last show .. Thank you @tokiohotel for making this night so wonderful .. I love you ❤️.. thank you girls Of KOS .. we had a blast . Thank you @treehouseticketing for everything..

Une publication partagée par Marie is not OK (@mariebillk) le 23 Avril 2017 à 16h31 PDT

Regram @billkaulitz Stories .. memory of a fun night in Kazan on 23, April 2017 Thank You @tokiohotel for this great night 😘😘😘😘

Une publication partagée par Marie is not OK (@mariebillk) le 24 Avril 2017 à 3h13 PDT

About last night ... Wonderful night in Kazan .. my outfit .. #dreammachine #tokiohotel #dmkazany

Une publication partagée par Marie is not OK (@mariebillk) le 24 Avril 2017 à 11h55 PDT

Kazan

What a beautiful city .. But it's cold ...

Lost in my memories ..

I spent the main part of the weekend writing in my Dream Machine Notebook. I didn't find time to write during the tour. I'm talking about my feelings in this Notebook. I have a lot to write.💖
I'm going to Russia next Friday. 
And I just realized that my next concert next Sunday will be my 70th Tokio Hotel concert.. Champagne .. no vodka .. 😉 or Champage at first and vodka (I'll be in Russia 😊 )
I also would like that the boys of Tokio Hotel write in my Dream Machine Notebook next Sunday especially Bill..

Easy ...

I just uploaded yesterday this live of this beautiful song Easy of Tokio Hotel. It was last month at Olympia in Paris. 
I realize how the Dream Machine show of Tokio Hotel upsets me. I've never felt such an emotion before at a concert.
There is something rare about this show that I still have difficulty in describing.
A perfect harmony ...
I am happy to see this show again in 1 week. But I'm also afraid. Afraid of the aftershow . Afraid to say to them good bye again .. Afraid to say to him "take care of you!"
... then leave and be alone in a hotel room with the memories, my heart overflowing with love for him, blinded by a veil of tears .. 💝💗💖💘

YES ...

Thank You .. Thank You .. I don't know who to thank .. but thanks .. 💖 .. I got it .. 

Cotton Candy Sky .. 💖

One of my favorite on stage .. I love watching Bill moving on stage in harmonious movements. I could look at him for hours and days..
My heart is exploding .. Too much love .. and too much pain .. 

nostalgic ..

I feel so nostalgic. I miss so much the Tokio Hotel Dream Machine tour. I miss the guys of Tokio Hotel ....
And Bill .. I have no words to express my feelings 💗.. 10 years .. and today I am unable to turn over a new leaf .. 

Hamburg - 15.03.2017

I was able to give to Bill and Tom in Zurich the trophies I received for them. Finally ..

I also gave to them in Zurich the beanies I knitted for them. 1 for Gustav's baby and 2 beanies for Bill .. 

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I did not still get my professional photo of Zurich.   Waiting for it .. It is surprising. Treehouse answered me and asked me for my selfie and for further information.I answer them .. Then nothing more. I feel they don't have my picture. I hope to get it .. 

Annoyed .. 😞

I really had a good time in backstage of the concert of Tokio Hotel in Zürich last week. But I am annoyed because I can't find my picture with the band, taken by a professional. All the pictures of this night are on the Treehouse ticketing site, but not mine. 
I have already sent 4 messages to the support of treehouse. I received only automatic answers which announce me an answer to my request within 48 hours. And nothing comes. 
I would so like to receive my photo. I don't know what to do anymore. 
Good thing I have my selfie with the band, taken by Tom. Thank You Tom .. 💖

Home sweet home ..

After a 3 weeks road trip ... London , Brussels , Hamburg , Frankfurt , Amsterdam, Paris (Home) , Lyon , Cologne, Stuttgart , Zurich , Milan , Rome and Munich .. I enjoy home .. 
I need to write my feelings in my Dream Machine Notebook. I would like that Bill also writes in this notebook in Russia.. I hope .. 💕

My Dream Machine Notebook - LOVE - 💖