Sick leave ...

No trip in California in February ....
The first blood test revealed a Hyperthyroidism. I'm not surprised. I have all the symptoms.
Weight loss, muscular weakness, tiredness ..
 The reasons .. stress, anxiety, sadness .. 
In 2014, I was already in this state, but lighter. In 2015, with the Feel It All tour, I felt very well .. I have to do more tests and meet an endocrinologist for treatment.
To avoid treatment, I should cancel all the causes of my stress, anxiety and sadness ..
But it's impossible .. maybe change my job .. 
Anyway, I'll be in great form for the first weekend of Coachella 2016 .. For sure.

 I'm exhausted .. but this disease is not really serious... But I agree with this quote of Charlie Chaplin ..

 

Photo of the day ..

I miss him ... And I miss his smile .. 2016 is sad .. I miss him so ..

I'll probably have to cancel my trip to California in February. I don't feel fit.
Last October I ran 12 km with 1 break at 6 km. Actually I'm not able to run 2 km without break. I feel so tired and I lost weight ......I have medical tests this week and next week ..I think there is nothing serious .. 2016 is a hard year ... But I'll be OK for the first Coachella weekend ..
I wanted to buy my birthday gift at M. Cohen in LA . I'll order it.

Life on Mars ...

I answered questions on Facebook to know which song of Davie Bowie I am .. And I am "Life On Mars" .. 

"You're not where you want to be right now" ... Of course .. I would like to drink a frozen strawbery margarita with a so special person .. in the city of  angels . for my next birthday , next 9th february ... But I'll be in the city of angels with a frozen strawbery magarita for my next birthday .... but alone .. 

I love this live of David Bowie .. David was so teasing .. He had a lot of humor .. I miss him so .. 

 

Bill ... ♥

Bill looked so sad at the fashion week in Berlin .. yesterday .. 

Bill is perhaps like me.I am inconsolable with the death of David Bowie. He was so present in my life as a member of my family ..
Bill is also so present in my life .. I'm so worried about him ... 

 

I miss him so .. And I don't know when I'll see him again .. For sure not on my next trip to LA on February 4 .. I don't know ...................... him. 

Photo of the day ...

Tokio Hotel is back  in studio in Berlin for the new album .. I'm so happy for that .. 
I really miss Bill ... 
It's strange .. I have already said on this blog that I rarely dreamed about Bill... And when I dreamed about him, it was "fuzzy".. I guessed him in my dream ..
And in recent days I dream about Bill every night with very precise images... Maybe because I miss him so ... I dont'know ...

Bill in studio - Berlin (Bill Kaulitz Instagram)

Tribute to David Bowie in Paris ..

I joined Bowie fans this afternoon at the Stardust Gallery in Paris for a tribute to David. It was moving.
It was the first time I met Bowie fans and yet I am a fan for over 30 years. 
We cried a lot, sang and sometimes laughed ..The different fans'stories told so my experience. You are a fan of Bowie for years and for these years you live this passion alone .. 
 David Bowie had the power to seduce isolated people .. No influence, just his ..
 I'm sad but aware of my luck to have lived at his time .... 

David .... Bill ..

I fell for David Bowie when I was 15. Since I was 15, David Bowie fascinates me. I can't accept he left our world. I cried a lot and I still cry ... But his music is eternal .. 

And I fell for Bill Kaulitz in 2007 in Paris . My passion for Bill is even more important today.

 In 2008, David Bowie had released a box set with five albums. I wanted to give it to Bill.
I gave him in March 2008 in front of his hotel. I wonder today if he listened to these five albums of David Bowie.

 David Bowie is a hero for Bill .. I know Bill is very affected by the death of David Bowie. I would love to be with him. We could share our sorrows. Bill is always in my mind .  

 

shattered ...

I’m in pieces with his death ... He was with me everywhere since my adolescence with his music .. Until last weekend with his new album which ran in loop at home .. He reassured me because he was different and he continually brought new ..he reminded me that everything is possible .. A part of my life is gone.... But his music is eternal .. 

RIP Hero

I can't imagine he created his latest album with Blackstar. I can't imagine he won't create any more new music and new song. It's so hard to accept.

 In any case, he guided me to Bill. Don't ask me how! ..I know it ..

No swith for this pure LOVE ... always ON ..

.. looking for the switch ...

David Bowie - Lazarus

I find in this song the sound of Berlin time of David .. The time of David  I love the most ... 

David Bowie - Blackstar

Disappointment..

When your boss lies to you to keep you in his service and does not respect the conditions of your change of profession.
 And again, your boss represents yourselves as someone who does not respect his commitments... This is unacceptable .. I can not start my new job because of lies ..

I can't wait to travel to LA next month .. and I so would like to change my job .. 

Finally...

I managed to upgrade the software of the gallery of my site with the new version .. I was determined last night... And finally ..

I have many photos to upload... I started by changing the photo of the header...

 

 I'm glad because Bill supports me ..

 

 What ? 

Of course he supports me .. 

Love makes lovers blind... ? 

Maybe ... but he is so ... ❤

 

R.I.P. Michel

What a sad news! A part of us is gone .. with the death of Michel Delpech .. His songs have rocked my childhood. Goodbye artist .. See you one day ..

 For a date with you
I would do anything
For a date with you
I would be ready for anything
Just for a date
A date with you
For a little trip, a little day
In your arms
For a little trip, in the morning
Between your sheets
I could leave everything
Even be out of date
For a date with you
I could get damned
For just one stolen kiss
For a date with you
For a little trip, a little day
In your arms
For a little trip, in the morning
Between your sheets
I would act as a lover
To caress you a little bit
For a date with you
I would act as a madman
To get into your bed
For a date with you
For a little trip, a little day
In your arms
For a little trip, in the morning
Between your sheets

Feeling ...

 

Happy New Year 2016

2015 is over ... Hello 2016 .. 

I was in Paris last night with some friends .. I went in the Pigalle district . I started going to the theater, to see "Ballon rouge" with Bohringer father and daughter. Great performance .. Then a restaurant .. 

At the time of change of year, we were walking on the boulevard in front of "Le Moulin Rouge". Paris was celebrating. Then we drank Champagne again in a bar .. I wanted to be with Paris to celebrate this new year. 

 A new year starts with already several projects ..  a trip in early February and another one in mid-April.

I wish you a happy new year ... I wish you the best for 2016 .. 

L'atelier venue - theater

 

Welcome 2016 - in Paris

   

My New Calendar - January 2016