Words ...

During my last trip to Belarus and Russia, a friend on Facebook said: "But Marie, you're never down to earth."  .... " Marie , You're always in the clouds " .. 

Maybe I just want to live ....

Sunday ..

I ran this morning for the AFM Téléthon . (French Muscular Dystrophy Association)
 Because of the tragic events in Paris recently, the financial Téléthon was canceled as every sporting event.
 I ran alone this morning, but connected with my Iphone (and my Nike application) to the AFM Téléthon event. I didn't feel really strong .. so I ran just 1 hour ... 

 

My lovely Lova ... 

 

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I'm planning my next journeys. 2 trips to the same country .. 1 in February and 1 in April for Music ... I love to have flight tickets ... 

Scorpions ....

Thank you Scorpions for making our lives better in Paris .. It was an amazing show .. 

 

Words ...

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I am lost ... totally lost ..

 With the feeling I lost him ...

Weekend at home ....

Friday night, I attended the show of Simple Minds at Zenith de Paris. It was a great show .. Not afraid .. Paris has to live again .. The Zenith was full .. The music lovers are not afraid .. They want music ..
 This show was awesome. Nobody sang the new songs but everyone sang the old songs .. Great performance !!!

 

Charlie Burchill

Jim stole Bill's Jacket  ..  :-)

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I went with friends Saturday night.

 And I resumed running training Sunday morning... I suffered ... .So I stopped running to take pictures.

Last Feel It All show .... Last show ...

It was November 10 in Moscow. And yet, with the dramatic events in Paris, it seems a long time ago .. 

Last show .. last time I saw Bill... I smiled a lot but my heart was crying.... 

 

 

 

Next travel project ...

I plan to travel for my next birthday .. I have already booked my flight ... (04th February 2016 - 12th february 2016 ) ... I need to feel alive ..

Like home ..

No country does life on earth better than the French ...

I love this comment of  a reader on the New York Times website written after the attacks, and about the life in France ... 

I love to travel, discover other countries, other people, other habits ..
But every time I'm back in Paris, I tell myself that I love Paris .. I love living in Paris .. And everything I love in Paris is described in this comment  ..
 Only one person I love, I miss here in Paris ... I need to travel to see him ... I hope one day we'll be together in Paris ... or anywhere in the world ... Florence , Rome , New York .... anywhere ...  but together ..

Paris .... trying to live

Life is strange in Paris today.  Sadness, anxiety ... Schools were closed. All public places were closed. The government is asking us to go out only when it's necessary. It's the war ..

 I had to eat tonight with friends. We canceled. Tomorrow morning I had a run in the Bois de Vincennes .. It's canceled.
And Tomorrow night , I had to go to Bercy for U2 .. The show is cancelled too.

 Newspapers in Paris today are very dark ... 

Tonight I'm at home. I went out only to walk my dog. I wonder how we are going to do,  to go to work on Monday .. Life in Paris seems so stopped.

 And these 100 people died in a concert hall. I feel so affected. It's my world ... 

 A week ago I was in Minsk .. ..So happy because the next day I met the guys of Tokio Hotel, and especially Bill. And tonight I'm crying for my city ...

 Bill's words, written in Minsk on my Notebook, are such a comfort to me tonight. Thank You Bill !!! .. I almost fear that these words fade .. And I so miss Bill ...
 

This Notebook never leaves me.

From Paris ..

This short message to tell you that I'm fine. I had to go to the Stade de France tonight to see the football match France - Germany with my son Paul.
 But Paul had an important basketball game and don't want to go to Stade de France. Tired since my return from Russia, I didn't insist. Destiny.

 I am in a state of shock .. It is an horror in the concert hall "Le Bataclan".
60 dead in Paris tonight and certainly more ... 

 I have to go to see U2 at Bercy Sunday night .. ??

The end ....

A quick post to say all is well ... Well, almost .. The Feel It All tour is over ... I'm crying .. 
But what a great nigth in Moscow , last night ... I slept just 4 hours and I have to go to airport for my flight to Paris ... See you at home .... 

My last instagram post :  

 

Last show .. Last picture .. Thank you Bill, Tom, Georg and Gustav for these great times of my life .. Thank you Bill for making my life for 8 years .. I love you so .. ❤💘💞😘😘😘😘 #lastshow #theend #feelitallmoscow #feelitallrussia #backtoparis #byebyefeelitalltour #hellodepression 

 – à Известия Hall.

 

Moscow .... again

I arrived late in the afternoon yesterday in Moscow, for the last stop and the last show. I started to update the facebook page of my site.
Then I went to bed, watching TV show with Tokio Hotel . And I was too tired to update my blog ... 
But everything is OK . I had a wonderful time in Minsk .. I had fun on stage .. Last show in Moscow tonight .. I don't want to think of tomorrow .. 

My pictures of the show in Minsk .. I had no time to visit the city .. I upload my videos when I'll be back home ..

 

Bill wrote a personal message on my Feel It All notebook , with so beautiful words .. Love U Bill ..

And I found last night these pictures .... on stage .. I had fun ... 

 

 I think I'm going to change job ... :-)

Minsk ...

I arrived in Minsk in late afternoon .. With KLM to Amsterdam and Belavia to Minsk...
My original Lufthansa flight was canceled .

 My hotel is really very good .. But I am very hungry and room service does not answer. I'm going to sleep .. I will make a big breakfast tomorrow morning.

 

Minsk by night

 

A night in Minsk

under stress ..

I have a flight to Minsk with a stopover in Frankfurt with Lufthansa Saturday 7th. And Lufthansa starts a strike tomorrow ..
 I booked another flight with KLM and Belavia with a stopover in Amsterdam. I'll decide tomorrow. I want to be in Minsk ...

 Now I have to make the good choice ..... Help me .... I need to be in Minsk next sunday .. 

Ready for the second round

Feel It All Notebook ...

I write on this notebook since the beginning of the Feel It All Tokio Hotel tour.
The first page was written in London March 6, 2015. ...
This notebook is very personal. Nobody read a single word in this notebook .. except me of course . 
I talk about my life, my feelings, my moods on the world Tokio Hotel tour in 2015  for the shows I saw.
 Bill is the most mentioned in these stories. 
And I would like he write a few words on this notebook. I'll ask him this in Minsk, next Sunday ..