The tension is growing ..

In a few days I start my road trip .. First step London next Friday .. I am going to meet the boys and to make a photo with them for the first time.. I'll discover the scene of Feel It All tour with the first date of the tour .. Yes , the tension grows .. 

I bought a lot of VIP Pack on this tour because I am alone most of the time .. and when we love ..

London --> Great Day Pack
Marseille --> LWLYB Pack
Paris --> Great Day Pack
Brussels --> Regular ticket 
Frankfurt  --> Regular ticket
Zürich --> Regular ticket
Milano --> Great Day Pack
München --> LWLYB Pack
Köln --> LWLYB Pack
Berlin --> Great Day Pack
Hamburg --> LWLYB Pack 
Vienna --> Great Day Pack 
Warsaw --> Great Day Pack 

A long road .. through Europe .. 

 

 I'll post here the story and photos of my trip ... Currently in Paris, I will leave Friday, March 6 morning to London with Eurostar ... 1st step ..

 

So excited ..

 

 Still one week .. before my vacation .. and .. on the road to Feel It All Tour .. 

1st step .. London , 6th March .. 

No word ..

This photo of the day touches me a lot... I can't even speak about it..

 

Friday night .... Weekend ..

I got the twins gifts today at the jeweler .. I love ... I can't wait to give them their gifts ... 

Photo of the day ...

There's a door I should close to feel better.  Or open it really .... Behind this half-opened door, there is he  ..
It is impossible to open wide the door... But I am unable to close it as long as he'll be behind ...

Close the door or not .....

 

" ....  Tell me how you close the door,
no one, nobody can love you more, ... "

First, I am going to live "The Club Experience" next month .. Then I'll decide if I'll have to close the door or not ...

...

Bill Kaulitz - Munich - Best Brands - 11, february 2015

 I'm condemned to have him in my mind till the end of my days ...

Bad feeling ....

I feel so close to this quote ... So ready to go on the road to Tokio Hotel tour and I've never had so many doubts .. Doubts about everything .. 
Why I do all this for years? What I wait for?
"I hate my life ..... "