So excited ..

 

 Still one week .. before my vacation .. and .. on the road to Feel It All Tour .. 

1st step .. London , 6th March .. 

No word ..

This photo of the day touches me a lot... I can't even speak about it..

 

Friday night .... Weekend ..

I got the twins gifts today at the jeweler .. I love ... I can't wait to give them their gifts ... 

Photo of the day ...

There's a door I should close to feel better.  Or open it really .... Behind this half-opened door, there is he  ..
It is impossible to open wide the door... But I am unable to close it as long as he'll be behind ...

Close the door or not .....

 

" ....  Tell me how you close the door,
no one, nobody can love you more, ... "

First, I am going to live "The Club Experience" next month .. Then I'll decide if I'll have to close the door or not ...

...

Bill Kaulitz - Munich - Best Brands - 11, february 2015

 I'm condemned to have him in my mind till the end of my days ...

Bad feeling ....

I feel so close to this quote ... So ready to go on the road to Tokio Hotel tour and I've never had so many doubts .. Doubts about everything .. 
Why I do all this for years? What I wait for?
"I hate my life ..... "

Finally my gifts ... Photos of the day .

Finally my gifts for my birthday .... Great shooting ... ("Just Jared" Photoshoot by Justin Campbell)

 

 

Oh Bill ... I know why I make that for you ... ♥

 In the interview of Just Jared, JJ asked to Bill .. " Karl Lagerfeld or Hedi Slimane?" ... It's a so hard question for Bill .. He loves so both ..
But I'm so happy .. He chose Hedi Slimane.

Another birthday .... today ..

Thank You everybody for your messages .... And thank you Karine for our lunch today ..

But no candles, no cake and no gift .. finally it's sad .. But I'm going to party for 3 weeks on March  ... with Tokio Hotel .. every night ... I'm going to live The Club Experience.. everywhere in Europe  ... It's my gift ... 

Wonderful DM in Berlin ...

Why I did not go to see them in Berlin? I always have to see on stage those I love in Berlin..

Soon Tokio Hotel in Berlin .. With a VIP package, it's even better ..

Chandeleur ... Ready ..

Mmmmmhhh !!! Crêpes .. Pancake ... Candlemas !!!

New luggage ... For next Vacation ..

2 new suitcases .. for my next vacation .. .. 3 weeks to the sound of Feel It All .... I can't wait for this Club Experience ...